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i halfheartedly wrap myself around the earth like it would care enough to hold back

i dont know what im trying to say anymore

am i really all that helpless? or maybe im just being selfish

• grieving as a social experiment
• isolating in search of societal bliss
• i am an airport
• everything is an airport
• illusion of agency
• talking to walls
• a warm body when my own selfishly fails
• stuck at dusk
• your vision is the only thing intact

fuck i lost the lantern in the storm / my skin is growing colder and lost it's form / through it all i tried to satisfy my bones / tell myself even if i deserved you i'd be lighter on my own